For The Love Of Nothingness

I had closed my eyes and smoked out my feelings for an hour in hopes of coming up with some kind of reasoning behind how my feelings seemed to sway between burning love and fiery hatred for you. There was something about the sweet cold nights that awakened me into a new state of mind.…

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Pretty Phantoms

In the rays of the sun, in bright daylight, the truth is clear to me that boys can be beautiful too. They smell like strawberries and fresh cream well their glistening eyes are filled with the sweetness of lemon dreams. I know that boys can be pretty, as pretty as the birds perched on the…

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Addiction Love

In you I see the stars that form foreign galaxies The sun rises that haven’t reached the earth’s surface You are the untouched milky-ways waiting to pull me in and lock me away forever In your eyes I see the formation of earth unfolding like a lily in the middle of rain season I’ve whispered…

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The Shocking Truth

It feels like I’ve done this a thousand times. I smile and laughed my way to the grave in order to make my passing feel okay for you and them. I struggled to survive a day or make my way to happy skies. I want to speak my truth but fear is a hold of…

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A Poem of Ashy Enlightenment

They had smoked on the roof thinking that the fumes would bring them to a heightened state of awareness The smell of smoke had left them thinking of all the ashy places they had been and things they’d felt in the darkness of the burning embers of night They never could understand why the things…

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A Waiting Poem

I held out for you and waited knowing there wouldn’t be a chance. I held my breath and counted to infinity letting the game that was our lives play out. I wrapped myself up in the anxiety that was quilted altogether from our love waiting for you to come around and take a notice of…

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