Daddy Issues

I knew he was dead and that his body was cold and lifeless. Yet I was so afraid, not because I was so close to the work of death but rather because I couldn’t shake off his ever looming presence. It seemed to remain in tack and ever more powerful. It played itself out boldly…

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For The Love Of Nothingness

I had closed my eyes and smoked out my feelings for an hour in hopes of coming up with some kind of reasoning behind how my feelings seemed to sway between burning love and fiery hatred for you. There was something about the sweet cold nights that awakened me into a new state of mind.…

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Why I Started A Bullet Journal

I’ve found my bullet journal to not just help me with the organizing of college workload within a month but also help me understand my mood and anxiety tendencies. For anyone that’s looking to understand their mood over a year or month, I would definitely recommend tracking your mood in a journal/bullet journal.  I found…

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Addiction Love

In you I see the stars that form foreign galaxies The sun rises that haven’t reached the earth’s surface You are the untouched milky-ways waiting to pull me in and lock me away forever In your eyes I see the formation of earth unfolding like a lily in the middle of rain season I’ve whispered…

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Relationships and Self Identity- short story

I had sat over the kitchen counter looking out the window as a familiar song began to play out taking me back to the winter that had passed. It was finally summer but my heart hadn’t warmed up or least forgotten the pain that had made its way through me like a sickening virus. Sweeping…

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